Eyes Lit

saw one of my favourite bands last night.

still feeling silly from happiness. natural happiness.

Hi

Scar will heal soon

The dregs in us spent the earth down

Better than drowning in a burlap sack

I live. As Alice. I die.

Children shouldn't play with dead things

Foaming crows

Tear at their wings

Sad eyes cry crimson blood

Drop it it's dead

Wheels won't turn they won't turn the birdy's head

Sad eyes sad eyes like sharpened daggers

You'll never walk only stagger

Sad eyes quite cryptic

Bye

Turkish delight

surprise house party

and a surprise reunion

missed you girls x

Pods, you are immortal

A hedgehog's heart beats 300 time per minute, so you should always wait 30 minutes after eating before you swim.

Alphabet soup

A
- Available: yes, but only for one handsome boy
- Animals: a dog, not unlike Disney's Stitch...uncanny resemblance actually

B
- Beer: nie
- Birthday: if you're lucky you get to be nude on more than just the first one
- Best Friend: a few.. all differently special
- Body Part on opposite sex: eyes and smile
- Best feeling in the world: being in love
- Best weather: dry heat in summer with a breeze, icy chilled air in winter without breeze, fine misty rain on a sunny summer day.
- Been in Love: yeeees
- Believe in Magic: love is magic
- Believe in Santa: no

C
- Candy: addict
- Color: black and green
- Chocolate/Vanilla: chocolate
- Chinese/Indian/Italian Food: chinese
- Cake or pie: cake
- Continent to visit: All of them
- Cheese: forbidden fruit

D
- Day or Night: dusk :)
- Dancing in the rain: happy

E
- Eyes: truth
- Ever failed a class?: not yet

F

-First thoughts waking up: always more sleep...then confusion at my dreams
- Food: have learnt to love

G
- Goals: see previous posts
- Get along with your parents? now i do :)

H
- Hair Color: dark
- Happy: love
- Holiday: snow

I
- Ice Cream: gelato!

J
- Jewelry: rings
- Job: dream - own boss, current - account manager sales and marketing


K
- Kids: cherry cola
- Kickboxing or karate: think it would be kinda kick ass to know karate
- Keep a journal? this blog is as close as a physical journal gets..my dreams the non physical

L
- Laughed so hard you cried: most weekends

M
- Milk flavor: i don't like milk
- Movies: rainy days
- McD’s or BK: neither

N
- Number: 7

O
- One wish: it's always the same, but its more often coming true

P
- Perfect Pizza: BBQ margarita
- Pepsi/Coke: Coke

R
- Reason to cry: love
- Reality T.V.: things wrong with modern society
- Radio Station: don't listen to the radio

S
- Song: Fragile
- Shoe size: 10
- Sushi: weekends
- Strawberries/Blueberries: love them both

T
- Tattoos?: 3
- Time for bed: 12 am
- Thunderstorms: amazing

U
- Unpredictable: makes life interesting and terrifying

V
- Vacation spot(s): quiet

W
- Weakness: puppy
- Who makes you laugh the most: Mat
- Worst Weather?: humidity or cold windy rain

Y
-Year it is now: 2011
-Yellow: hi

Z
- Zoo animal: elephantines

Introspective

It's that time of year when everyone starts making resolutions and wish lists and I am no different. Sometimes all this soul searching and self focus can feel a little selfish but I have always thought it is important to set oneself goals, tasks and challenges in order to stay out of limbo (and stay sane).

Nevertheless and without trying to sound cliche at all, there is a lot I need to get organised for this year for there is a lot I want to achieve.

Not all of this will happen in the same year of course, but the promise of a fresh year marks the start of the journey, making progress in the right direction.

To start with, the boring (and annoyingly necessary) issue of money. Getting my finances in order, my savings working properly for me and also investing a little here and there.

Note to self: Will need help on this front,

so lucky I have a banking connections with patience

The search for investment properties/places to live continues.

Not quite ready to up and leave yet, but keeping my eyes wide open on the market for any opportunities that arise. I am SO keen to be out on my own, but all when i am ready. I know I cant expect to find perfection but when i find one that is right i'll know.

Now for my body and mind.

I feel healthier physically than I have in years, but theres always a need to improve and maintain that so I will continue. I would like to get back into yoga this year too.

It seems the healthier I keep my body, the healthier and more positive my mine stays.

Now that my job is keeping me positive, and my family and relationships are in good order (best holiday season yet!)... the silly season is now drawing to a close and it's time to get focussed.

I have had an urge to study again for awhile now, but while I was getting my worklife in order it took a backseat. I've now had time to think about the future and where I want to be.

In order to better prepare myself the the gap must be filled!

I am still looking into the correct course of action here, more research is needed. I am reading up on business courses and discussing with the relevant parties.

I am looking at the Open Universities pathway for my next degree as I will be continuing to work full time and they seem to have the resources to facilitate this.

It's time for growth in all things good in 2011.

Good Luck everyone